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這首歌寫的是 Chester 因為自己童年時期的創傷，
導致青少年時期的他已經有很嚴重的藥物濫用問題，
年紀大了回頭看過往，赤裸的面對自己黑暗面與藥物濫用的問題。

一開始聽這首歌的曲調好像很輕快，接著看著歌詞聽這首歌，眼淚開始在眼眶打轉。

Linkin Park - Halfway Right 

I scream at myself when there's nobody else to fight
當沒有其他人可以戰鬥時 我對著我自己尖叫
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半
Used to get high with the dead end kids
過去常和窮途末路的小混混們一起嗑藥
Abandoned houses where the shadows lived
在陰影壟罩的廢棄房子裡
I never been higher than I was that night
這一輩子我從來沒有像那一晚嗑藥嗑的這麼爽過
I woke up driving my car
我醒過來開著我的車
I couldn't see then what I see right now
我當時看不見我現在所看到的
The road dissolving like an empty vow
這條路就像空蕩蕩的誓言一樣化為烏有
Couldn't remember where I'd been that night
我不記得那晚我去過哪裡
I knew I took it too far
我知道我自己做得太過頭了

All you said to do was slow down
你只叫我放慢速度
I remember, now I remember
我記得 現在我想起來了
All you said to do was slow down
你只叫我放慢速度
But I was already gone
但我早已無藥可救

I scream at myself when there's nobody else to fight
當沒有其他人可以戰鬥時 我對著我自己尖叫
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半
I know what I want, but it feels like I'm paralyzed
我知道我想要什麼 但我感覺我好像癱瘓了
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right, halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半 (對了一半)

Told me "Kid, you're going way too fast
對我說 "孩子 你衝得太快
You burn too bright, you know you'll never last"
燒得太亮 你知道你永遠無法堅持
It was bullshit then, I guess it makes sense now
當時我覺得這些話都是狗屁 我猜現在似乎有點道理
I woke up driving my car
我醒過來開著我的車
Said I'd lose you if I lost control
他們說 如果我失去控制 我就會失去你
I just laughed because what do they know?
我只是笑了 因為他們知道些什麼？
Here I am, standing all alone
我在這裡 孤獨的站著
Because I took it too far
因為我做得太過頭了 

All you said to do was slow down
你只叫我放慢速度
I remember, now I remember
我記得 現在我想起來了
All you said to do was slow down
你只叫我放慢速度
But I was already gone
但我早已無藥可救

I scream at myself when there's nobody else to fight
當沒有其他人可以戰鬥時 我對著我自己尖叫
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半
I know what I want, but it feels like I'm paralyzed
我知道我想要什麼 但我感覺我好像癱瘓了
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right , halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半 對了一半

Na na na na na na na na
Nana nana, na nana nana
Na na na na na na na na
But I was already gone
但我早已無藥可救

I scream at myself when there's nobody else to fight
當沒有其他人可以戰鬥時 我對著我自己尖叫
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半
Na na na na na na na na
Nana nana, na nana nana
Na na na na na na na na
But I was already gone
但我早已無藥可救
I scream at myself when there's nobody else to fight
當沒有其他人可以戰鬥時 我對著我自己尖叫
I don't lose, I don't win, if I'm wrong, then I'm halfway right
我沒輸 我沒贏 如果我錯了 那至少我對了一半